My name is Tarun Govinda das. My body is 46 years old.

In 2004, I received everything from my most beloved Gurudeva, 108 Sri Srimat Ananta das Babaji.

In 2007, I received my beloved Sri Mohan Shyam Giridhari.

But alas, what do I do? I waste tons of hours in useless debates and endless discussions about millions of topics, always of a more or less controversial nature.

Now I realized my bad mistake – my not being thankful towards the Lotus Feet of my beloved Gurudeva by wasting precious time in being a “know-it-all”, by being someone who always wants to be right, by always having the last word.

It is wrong. It is a waste of time. It is a defamation of my beloved Gurudeva.

I realized that BHAKTI is the most private affair. The most intimate conduct, the most personal feeling, the most personal exchange.

Everyone is on their own way. Everyone is right in their own way.

Who am I to judge? I have myself to judge.

Raganuga-bhakti, vaidhi-bhakti, jiva-tattva, guru-tattva, manjari-bhava, sakhi-bhava, vatsalya-bhava, Vaikuntha, Goloka, asakti, nistha, qualification, disqualification, this verse/that verse, lobha, ruci, bona-fide, bhogus, etc…

Each soul will find her place and way.

From now on, I seriously decided to only share the nectar of my Gurudeva and of our beloved acaryas.

GAME OVER. No more vanity…hunting for likes and praise and hits and views and whatever superfood the ego needs.

Spreading the words of my beloved Gurudeva – this I pray to be able to continue.
Bless me.

śrī-guru-caraṇe rati, ei se uttama-gati,
je prasāde pūre sarva āśā

Attachment to his lotus feet of Sri Guru is the perfection and the highest goal.
All desires will be attained.