Radhe Radhe Sometimes, as I sit quietly and chant, a gentle question arises from deep within the heart: Why did Śrī Kṛṣṇa appear as Śrīman Mahāprabhu? What truly moved the All-Blissful, All-Knowing Supreme Lord to take the form of a devotee? What longing caused such a beautiful shower of golden mercy in this dark age?We … Continue reading Why He Came: The Inner Heart of Mahāprabhu and the Gift of Manjarī-Bhāva

This question has often come up in my devotional life, and maybe it has crossed your mind too. Can one actually practice rāgānugā-bhakti without receiving formal dīkṣā initiation from a living rasika Vaiṣṇava? My simple, heartfelt answer is: No.At least not properly. And here’s why I feel this way. Rāgānugā-bhakti is not a sentiment, nor … Continue reading Rāgānugā-bhakti Without Dīkṣā – Initiation?

The Dawn of Taste: When Devotion Becomes Sweet After the stage of niṣṭhā, where devotion is firm but dry, the soul is gifted with ruci—genuine taste for devotional practices. If niṣṭhā is like walking toward the sun with determination, ruci is when the sun finally begins to warm the heart. In this stage, bhakti is … Continue reading The Ascent of the Soul: A Journey through the Stages of Bhakti — Part VI: Ruci —

In these modern times, much is demanded of us. Not every soul has the opportunity to dedicate the entire day exclusively to sādhana-bhakti—chanting, hearing, reading, worshiping, and so on. Most of us have regular jobs where we need to perform at our best. Many are in relationships, have children, or carry other worldly responsibilities.So—are we … Continue reading Work, World, and the Whisper of Vraja

Some time ago, a devotee asked me quite directly: “This mañjarī-bhāva you are writing about… is it even bona fide?” I paused. Not because I doubted the path, but because I could feel the sincere confusion behind the question. The devotee continued: “Where in our śāstra is it clearly written that one should follow mañjarī-bhāva? … Continue reading Mañjarī-bhāva and its authenticity

I had always read about it in books, heard stories in talks, and imagined what it might feel like:Receiving siddha-pranali—the revelation of one’s eternal identity in Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa’s divine play. And then it happened... My Gurudeva, a jewel among Rādhārānī’s maidservants, revealed to me my siddha-deha—my spiritual name, my age, my service, my dress, my residence … Continue reading Caught Between Two Worlds?

The Lotus Feet of the Guru – A Jewel from the Heart of Narottama In the infinite waves of pure devotion emanating from the mahājanas of the Gauḍīya Sampradāya, the song “Śrī Guru Caraṇa Padma” by Śrīla Narottama Dāsa Ṭhākura shines like an eternal jewel. These verses are not mere poetic lines – they are … Continue reading My favourite songs of our mahajanas

The Diamond of Steadiness: When Bhakti Becomes the Backbone of Life Having endured the storm of anartha-nivṛtti, the sādhaka emerges on steadier ground in the stage known as niṣṭhā, or unshakeable firmness in bhakti.Here, the sun of the Holy Name begins to shine unobstructed, and the heart becomes a stable seat for Kṛṣṇa. Though the … Continue reading The Ascent of the Soul: A Journey through the Stages of Bhakti — Part V: Niṣṭhā

The Inner Earthquake: When Devotion Confronts Darkness After entering bhajana-kriyā and sincerely practicing the limbs of bhakti under the guidance of guru and sādhu-saṅga, the sādhaka inevitably confronts a critical and tumultuous stage: anartha-nivṛtti, or the removal of the unwanted. This phase is not peripheral—it is central to the development of pure devotion. The heart … Continue reading The Ascent of the Soul: A Journey through the Stages of Bhakti According to Mādhurya Kādambinī — Part IV: Anartha-nivṛtti

From Longing to Living: The Beginning of Deliberate Devotional Life Once śraddhā has awakened and the soul has come under the loving influence of sādhu-saṅga, the natural progression is into the realm of bhajana-kriyā—the formal and structured engagement in the practices of bhakti. In this stage, the soul takes her first real steps toward Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa … Continue reading The Ascent of the Soul: A Journey through the Stages of Bhakti According to Mādhurya Kādambinī— Part III: Bhajana-kriyā